New Everything || Benedict & Emma

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Emma scooted over a little, sitting next to him instead of in front of him. The defensive tone in his voice was understandable. These doubts weren’t supposed to be existing, logically there wasn’t a reason for it. She felt a little warm at his words, and then again felt bad for bringing the subject up in the first place. “I know.. Sometimes, when you listen to someone speak, they plant that what if question.. that shouldn’t have any reason to exist..” For it to be there made no sense. She knew that. Slowly, she leaned her head against his shoulder, grabbing that extra reassurance. She really needed to stop doubting something that she was so sure wouldn’t change.

Benedict looked down at her for a minute, something going through his mind. He leaned down and gave her a kiss, then flopped onto his back on the bed, pulling her down on top of him. “Emma..” His british accent seemed even stronger after being around Emma so much. “Darling, I wish I could make you forget about that..” His face curled as if he were going to curse multiple times about Tom, but he stopped himself. “That.. Tom.”

New Everything || Benedict & Emma

emmawatsononanisland:

Emma put on a smile for him, lifting a hand to wipe any remaining tears in her eyes away. She whispered, still hesitant about her thoughts. “I hope that its going to be the same for you.. That you won’t.. want someone else..” She made her smile grow wider, “See? Its nothing, just a stupid thought.” The look on his face tore her apart, she hated it. It was her fault for thinking about Tom and letting his words get to her. “I’m sorry..” They were supposed to be having the best memories right now. There shouldn’t be anything to make it deter from that. She tried to smile reassuringly, doing her best to dismiss her words as if they weren’t important.

"I’ll never.." He turned and looked at her seriously. "Emma, i’ll never look at another girl so long as I live if it would prove how much I want to stay with you." He said, almost defensively. They had been together for such a long time, he thought that Emma would know him better than to just leave for some girl. "Know that I live for you now. I don’t intend to change that fact either."

New Everything || Benedict & Emma

emmawatsononanisland:

She leaned forward, pecking his lips. “You don’t have to. You’re my husband, you don’t have to try any more. Tom is a friend, and that’s all he is. He can try..” She was sure that he would try. “But he’s not going to get anywhere.” She spoke a little more confidently now, the words spilling out. ”You’re the only one that I want, its always been that way. Even more so now that I’m committed to you. Although I hope-” She snapped her mouth shut. There was no way she was finishing that sentence, she couldn’t believe she had started it after not wanting to discuss it. She refused to allow herself to complete the thought.

Benedict twiddled his thumbs together, and bit his lip, listening to what she had to say. A little smile curved the corner of his lips, then she suddenly stopped speaking. “‘You hope’..?” He asked hesitantly, the little smile fading.